Thank You!

For letting me know that I am not alone and that there are still good people in this world. People who were raised like us and share the same beliefs. It's amazing that knowing him for so many years, I didn't really know him at all. Thank you, this really helped me.

Help him

Hello Lord!  Today I'd like to start like always thanking you.  Thank you for everything you have done in my life and because although many times I have drifted with the wrong winds, you have always been there, patiently waiting for me to return, but always blessing me along the way.   Thank you for my beautiful family whom without their support I wouldn't be here or feeling like I feel today.  Thank you for your infinite mercy with all of us and for always being there.

I'd like to ask today to please bless Billy and his family, please guide them, specially him. Guide him through a path that will help him be different and have a different fate then the one that seems to be mapped out for him.  Please forgive me for ever hurting him and for not being an example for him.  Please let him feel that although I have decided not to be with him, that I really love him and that I truly and with all my heart want many great things for him.  Please guide him, don't let him do any more stupid things.  

Please let our hearts heal.  I want to love again... help me find him.

Bless my dad and sister back at home, my brother who is working right now, my sister-in-law and the baby in her belly. Bless all my family and friends. 

In the name of the Father, the Son & the Holy Spirit.

Amen

The Reason

For sometime I have had trouble relating to God or perhaps feeling close to him.  After a somewhat bad ending for a two year relationship I realized that getting closer to God is in my hands.  I've decided to write a prayer everyday to help me remember everything I have prayed for and to remember to pray everyday.

I know my other blog doesn't really match this one, but this is my way of thanking God for everything he has done for me, even though I don't deserve them.  My other blog is to allow me to clear my mind without hurting the ones I love.